So here I am again. Hiding somewhere in the countryside to sit in my car and cry. Why is it that when you finally think things are looking up something happens which sends you spiralling downwards. I’ve had enough let alone everyone else in my life. I feel like I’m back to square one and […]Read More Leave me alone.
Quick Update – Last night I went to bed debt free. I slept like a baby, (Excuse the clichè)! I have a part time job in a small leisure centre on reception and my auntie is home! Kay and I have booked our flights for Germany in February and life is looking pretty good! Truth […]Read More Truth be told.
DECEMBER 11TH 2017 I’m sat in-front of the fire going over the last few weeks in my mind and I just feel a mess. It’s been a mixture of highs and lows, lost and found control, days spent in bed and days out meeting new friends. It’s certainly been a mixture of good and […]Read More 3 in 1
Today is a new day, tomorrow is a new day and the day after that and so on and so forth. Today I was made redundant. Yes, I opted for the redundancy. Yes, this is a good thing. Yes, I got a small sum. No, I’m not overly worried, I’m mostly excited. I am ready […]Read More A new Pa(i)ge
2018 will be the best year of my life. This year has broke me. My life was turned upside down and I had no idea how to handle that. (I still don’t, but I’m learning.) I’ve made mistakes, I’ve done things I’m not proud of and I let people get the better of me. “Fool […]Read More Good Riddance 2017 (Time of your life)
So it may seem like I’ve gone ghost for a while, I guess I kind of have. It’s safe to say it’s been a roller-coaster few months and I’ve not handled everything as well as I’d hoped. But, as my good friend says, we are only human. Whilst I’ve not been blogging I’ve been using […]Read More Lyf (Merry Christmas!)
It’s time to be kinder to yourself. Make the most of everyday, but don’t feel guilty about the days when the world seems a little too much to handle. All you can do is try. Enjoy the quiet days, use the dull days where nothing is going on to take a breath. Remember this is your […]Read More Dear Me,
Or at least that’s what I like to believe. When you lose a loved one the only thing I find that keeps you going is the idea that you will see them again some day. You don’t know where, when or how but you just know there has to be something more after this life. […]Read More Goodbyes aren’t forever.