1) I should have been a mermaid.
Not because of Disney, but because I love the water. I feel drawn to it. Sea, pool, puddle or bath I’m there!
2) I have never been as insecure as I am today.
I know this is because of how I feel about myself and I’m working to change this. Being so insecure can cause trouble in a relationship and friendships and I’m lucky enough to have a partner who understands and friends who know I’m just a little down at the moment. It’s difficult but at least I know the cause of it and can find a resolve.
3) I am super selfish.
Especially after a few glasses of wine! I want what I want and rarely ever consider the consequence. Okay, so most of the time it’s that I won’t go home or refuse to sleep until I’ve had a kebab but even so! I can be selfish when sober too, I often find myself thinking about how things may affect me and my life and not how it might affect someone else. I find it difficult to decipher between putting myself first and being a totally selfish bitch!
4) I struggle to just sit and watch a film or TV show.
I like to doodle or do my makeup whilst watching a film. Since leaving home I haven’t loved film in the same way. Whilst I do love getting lost in a TV series, films do not have the same appeal. I like to watch the TV shows whilst cooking, cleaning, getting ready but I just can’t do that with a film?! I’m not very fond of the cinema either, I get restless and bored.
5) I wish I was an artist.
It’s simple really, I love art. I’m just not very good at it. (Below is the evidence, photo enhanced of course!)
6) I’m nearing my target of post 50 blog posts this year. As long as I can stick with this I will smash that!